A relatable mom. Nicole Kidman opened up for the first time about her challenges with breastfeeding after giving birth to her first child. "I was terrified, asking, 'What just happened? Where's my milk?

Dia Dipasupil/WireImage Nicole Kidman is getting candid about her early motherhood struggles. The Oscar winner, 57, was already a mother of two when she and her husband, Keith Urban, welcomed their eldest daughter,

She looked to a close family member to help her through it. Nicole Kidman is a proud mother to her four children, but after giving birth for the first time, fear quickly started setting in because she struggled with a milestone that women often get the chance to experience with their newborn babies.